Posted on February 16, 2007

Today I am still very tired and have a difficult time with concentration but it has been three days since I cried last. I also have found that almost precisely five hours after I take my meds, I get terribly sleepy, so I am now taking them at dinner so I can get to sleep at a reasonable time.

I still have a great deal of anxiety and little things still overwhelm me, but it is not the hopeless state it was a week ago. With time and G-d’s help, I believe I can take on more and more and get back to what I consider my more normal life.

I am still thinking about some of the comments to my experiences last Shabbos, but I cannot right now come up with a coherent response so I will leave it until next week. My apologies for taking so long to answer.

A good Shabbos to all; Shabbat shalom.


  1. Rivka

    Thank you both!

  2. Unknown

    Have a wonderful Shabbos!

  3. Anonymous

    A peaceful and restful shabbat.

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