This, they would say in counseling, is progress.It is ten minutes since I finished that last post and what I was...
Being truly SEEN by the rabbi
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Anxiety and Depression Articles
The rabbi, the gabbai, and sobbing in the bathroom
The last time I wrote about seeing my rabbi, it was October. We met again ten days later. And then again after a week,...
My new anti-anxiety kit
It is amazing that after years of therapy, I am still learning things about myself. What I've learned recently, now...
At least life isn’t boring
I don't know why I don't want to write. I am home sick today, my children taken care of, sitting in bed with my...
Reaching out to heal
There is much to tell but today I am very tired, so I will only begin.I saw my rabbi last week, thankfully. I wanted...
It’s back
This year I had questions I've never had before. I wanted to run from Rosh Hashanah, hide from Yom Kippur. And now the...
Reflections on a year
I am still just so amazed and humbled by those of you who have come to read here. I never honestly thought that a blog...
Done and yet just beginning
I had my meeting with my rabbi. It was very good. He will help me.He said this was the month to do this, to get my...
Giving until it hurts
As most of you know, my beautiful baby girl, may her memory be only for a blessing, died halfway through my pregnancy...